Time jus flies by..............

wel....time jus flies by these days !! n even though i try to make d best outta each day..i'm really nt livin upto my expectations !!

hmmm.....sometimes i jus wanna go somewhere far away n jus rest ...atleast fr sometime..jus sit dere..do nothin...jus ist n relax !! bt yeh..i knw..dats not at all like me ! ha..i'm too retsless wid eveyrthin...want a change every now ro den...so no wonders, d past month i changed my cell phones twice..n also my new hair cut..oh!! i so love d short crew cut...finally i got one :)

bt still...so much more to achieve dan dese lil' materialistic stuff....so finally, i've cut down on my hangouts a lot...being absolutely regular wid my gym n guitar classes..hmnm..still to work on dat fr d vocal classes ! yeh..quite tough to wake up at 5.30 in d mornin every other day..ha....

i knw...everythin takes time to develop...n all d things i've started wid wud also take sometime...bt yeh, i gt to keep myself concentrated !!

n yeh..i guess i've made dis blog jus full of personal stuff frm my life..bt jus no action..so nw wen i've gt my new cam-phone...i'll make sure..u jus dn gt to read d sentimental stuff bt also gt quite some idea of wat all goes in my life !... :)

" keep watchin...keep hittin ;) "

Being Single !!!!

Is it all dat bad Being Single ????.........................................................................

Do u really need someone else to make u realise ur own worth ???...............

Can someone really decide the happiness in ur life ??? ....................................

Can someone truly love u ???? .............................................................................

.......hmmm..........
no don't think i had a break up or somethin !!! ha...coz i've never been in a relationship for d past 20 yrs of my life since i landed up.....n yeh, if i really introspect seriously..i don think i should b sad fr it !!!
i'm pretty happy abt d way i've lived my life till now !!! yupp !!! i am !!!

bt yeh....jus had some certain incidents....which really made me ponder upon dis thing :

Is it dat bad Being SINGLE !!! ?????

sometimes ppl jus odn wanna accept dat dey can't always have wat dey desire !!!!
sometimes we jus wanna fall fr someone jus coz we gt no-one !!
sometimes we jus tend to get frustrated of being single !!

bt y ??? y do we make oursleves dat dependent on others !!! ofcourse..i knw...eveyrone wants to be loved...wants to be taken care of...wants to be pampered !!

its jus so complex !! i'm jus so used to being single..being independent...i've had my own nights cryin fr dat special someone i've been waitin fr .... i've had my mood swings...had my share of
all dat shitty stuff !!! bt its made me a lot more independent...has taught me hw to be happy wid wat u gt !!

n i'm jus more dan content wid life !!....hav such awesome friends...a wonderful family...my guitar...my PUNJABI music !!!
wat more does one want outta life !!! ha....i'm lovin it !!!

gt no tensions...no cryin over beer !! no senti conversations over d phone at 2 a.m...no endless arguments over how i express my love !! ha.......

jus happy wid d way i'm livin it !! feels bad wen i find others/my friends not being able to live it d way i do !!!!!
wish i cud do anythin.....hmmm....

" prefer waitin fr d perfect one..but how do u knw??? ;) "

back on track !!??!! or off ???

hmmm.....

life's gettin somewat.... complex... day by day !! but i'm fully enjoyin it !! finally...i've started livin d way of life i wanted to....yeh..obviously not exactly d same perfect life...bt still, atleast much better dan before....

i guess now...i am really on d right track !! atleast i guess so !!!....

finally...i'm tryin good enough to manage my college...my guitar classes...my indian 'classical' vocals (finally found a guru) ... n my gym !!!
its nt jus abt being able to attend all of dem...bt yeh..practice is needed too !! n i guess...if not fully...i've started doin dta partially..fr d start.....

still....some questions remain in d box !!
# should i go fr a core job in civil or shud i be satisfied wid my infosys job offer !!!
# should i appear fr GMAT dis year..seriosuly or not !!!
# should i really drink beer more dan once in a month !! (ha..i knw sounds stupid..bt i jus started it nw...n obviously..i dont think i'm keepin enough control on myself)
# is it her or HER ??!!
# should i gt a new haircut or nt ?!!

huh..life's jus too complex at times...even if its dese lil'-lil' questions !! dat jus bog u up !

hope i do find out d answers pretty soon !! huh !!!!

"nothin's complex....jus abt ur perception"