Just a bit LOW !!

don knw...but dis strange feelin is jus creepin onto me..more n more....!! strange ..strange ...n strange !! i don like it !!!!

"low....a subtle but complex form of depression..who says??...jus me"

Inspired !

even though life doesnt seem to be on a HIGH dese days..still !! sometimes u jus feel so gud wen somethin that u jus come across incidentally, happens to Inspire u so much !!!

so be it the guitar strummin dat i got to hear, wen Alex played on his guitar tday..be it the OM theory abt healin internal & external pains, Navjot shared wid me tday...be it d random guy at d gym!...everywhr i mean !! u jus look around...n u jus see so much of talent..so much of skill...dat jus Inspires like anythin !!

Kailash kher's (d guy who sang "allah ke bande") new song 'saiyaan' is jus too amazin...everytime i hear it, its like...i wanna gt into music....inspires like anythin...to do riyaaz all day n nite !!

bt den...things around u INSPIRE...n dats exactly whr dey end too...INSPIRE !!!

wat i'll do is basically wat i gtta decide...my actions r gnna be decided by d one inside me..not around me !!

so..realli need dat much wisdom..to judge wat to gt inspired frm...n frm wat nt ! coz sometimes, d inspiration can jus be some kinda attraction..dat wud make me end up wid nothin except..some wastage of time !!!

"Wisdom...anyone wanna inspire me fr dat!!"

wHaT !!!!!

nthin....gt nthin to say...feelin quite strange..jus came to write dis bcoz u care to read all dis!! yea U !! i'm talkin to u onli !!

I've been feelin quite strange of lately!! dn knw y! again..i guess its d phase, where i feel like my Life is jus nt goin anywhr...bt all gttin messed uP!

So, i call dis phase as d one for "Reorganising my Life" !! man...heavy terms...i knw! bt i love perfection...which i wudnt gt ever...so dat makes me love it even more!!

d gym diet isnt being taken care of! hvnt practised salsa at home ever! being regular in practisin guitar is jus equal to flyin abve d clouds fr me! n frm next week, d We Volunteer wrk pressure is jus gnna increase onli!!!

I wanna be rich....i wanna make music...i wanna sing...i wanna hv a gud physique..i was be a responsible figure..i wanna initiate Change in the society...i wanna do so much !!!

waitin fr d moment...wen it won't be "i wanna...." anymore...bt "i am...."

"waitin...wud dat help?! gtta start off!"

Something's MISSING ..........

hmmm...Somethin's been missin in my life..of lately ! I always gt dis feelin aftr every 2-3 months...life starts to get monotonous! n i HATE dat feelin....

Jus can be d same always..i mean...i need some change in d way i live, aftr sometime....no new haircuts...no new clothes...hmmm...well gt a new Nokia 6300 lately, bt yeh, dat didnt satsify me i gues...

i guess...dis time its much more dan d materialistic stuff...its somethin to do wid me !! d way me livin my life !! d way meutilising my time...i mean i'm tryin to handle so much - We Volunteer, Yuva Parliament, Gym, Salsa, Guitar, Mom's shop...but still "Somethin's" MISSING !!

Please if you find dat SOMETHIN do let me knw !!

"Not lost, still MISSING"