jus random...

its not d same...n i don know y but yeh, i do miss those good ol' times a lot...the past one year's been jus so fast yet so eventful...all those wonderful moments, those amazin moments jus faded away before i could capture them, before i could realize their worth...after livin in virtual solitude for so long, life couldn't have been more happenin for me !!!...but it was all jus too fast for me to grasp it...to feel knw how much ppl loved me..to sense how much i meant to someone...to judge whether my actions would hurt anyone...to simply realize that it would be one of the most beautiful memories i would treasure forever..f.o.r.e.v.e.r....

n then all of a sudden..it jus goes away like a dream...don knw how...don knw when..but yeh..it's gone !!!

life's changed a lot...ppl have changed a lot...n me ?...yeh, i'm also tryin to change !!!...tryin hard to be like them...act like them..but yeh, its jus not that simple for me...
ppl r not the same anymore...that warmth's not there...that feelin of selflessness is not there...that genuinity in their hearts...nah...it's jus not there...
n that has made me so judgemental...it's jus too hard for me now, even to take a compliment...ha..i can myself laugh on that..but it's true....d feelins r not there neither r those emotions..don knw y but jus can't open up now...'m jus too scared of loosin wat i haven't even earned yet..n maybe thats d reason i haven't...
i wanna go back in time... wanna be with d same ppl... wanna share d same warmth n love... i jus wanna be the same ol' "me"...d same ol' "me".....

quite easy to say as always, but yeh still to accept it.....

" Life's Unfair, Deal with iT "