auuuugggghhhhh .....


yeh...my blood's jus boilin rite now..thought maybe bloggin could help....wat happened ???..the old usual thing !!! another fierce argument wid the parents....n yeh, as always they're complainin n never satisfied....i remember, once carol had told me that if i did all wat my parents wanted me to, they wouldn't complain abt wat i do the rest of d time...but sorry sis, they jus proved u wrong today.....
for the past, i guess, 4 months there's been a tremendous decline in the no. of late night parties/ nite-outs i've done.. i've been much much more regular n punctual at the shop..i've tried to help as much as i can, wenever they asked me too...to be honest, i have really matured a lot wen it comes to my responsibilities towards my parents n my family....it's not that i'm blabbering that i'm doin great favours to them...but atleast i'm tryin my best to do, all that they expect me to...
but still, it's jus not enough for them...don't knw, but they're never satisfied...jus wen i ask for a small favour, it's never done in time !!! n that's jus the thing that i can't tolerate...if i live upto d expectations ppl have from me, i expect the same from them...
but still, i get to listen the same old things...that i don care abt anyone else..i'm enjoyin everythin - my college life n all...n i don care for anyone else..neither my parents, my family...not even my grandpa..ha...it's so simple for them to say stuff...but yeh, it's jus too hurtin for an emotional fool like me....................................................
i knw they love me a lot..but i wish they cud understand me better...i wish...

"i tried so hard n got so far, but in the end..it doesn't even matter"

1 comments:

Marty4 said...

"Your Damned if you do and Your Damned if you don't" - Bart Simpson.
No matter what you do with family your always going to be embarrised of you parents and they will always be disappointed in you.
If you figure out how to make everyone happy let me know :>